Beauty

Will you listen if i say i want you?

Will you hold my hand if i say i wanna go with you....?

Will you try to understand everything about me?

Will you look deep into me eyes?
and see the love that is inside..

I know i am not perfect..
i know, i may not be that someone you really long to be

with...

But as long the sun still shines in the morning

Whenever i wake up all i know is that you
are,,,the lyrics

of every song that my heart sings,,,,,

and you are the wind in the air that blows in the night

when I'm about to sleep....

But no matter what this fate will bring to both of us...

together we'll endure...
together we'll struggle...

for something so true and we wont give up..

but if you can't  hold on anymore....
and you lose your faith

I'll always be the same,until the day i give out my last

breath....

and the sound of it...

would be the sound of your name....

 
#2  FOREVER

 im in the midst of confusing situation
trying to catch my breath and sigh a little later,,,

all in my mind is about why's and how's?
everything is like a puzzle,i keep on questioning inside..

my heart doesn't need to answer but my mind has all it can say...

from a single thread of friendship till we committed

and now its a dismay...

was i a fool to let love passed?
or was it just fate that says this wont last....

Forever means so much to me,,,,

for it's a dream that i may never have the chance to achieve...

Cuz everything withers and everything dies....

and so  forever for me would surely means a LIE.

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# 3  I Had To

Many years have passed, and your memories still linger..

In this deep loneliness i have been feeling....

i still owe you everything.....

How i wish that i could turn back time

but it all had happened like any other things in life...

I must say that i have missed you badly...and

I'm thinking where shall i find the path back to you again?

I had to say that things happened for a reason...

i was wrong and you were true

but leaving you was the thing that i had to do ....

i didn't really mean it for moments we shared

were incomparable,thinking of the tears you shed...

 but still I really ,really had to.....

and all i wanna say

 is im  Sorry..
im so sorry  to you................
pleas come back....

-Diyosa-
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 # 4 I Have Dreamt

"To my cousin who died young
last September ,2007..
in a car accident....."

You were there and i didn't bother
You were living your life and nothing else matters.....

Chances were all given to me

yet i failed to notice the goodness of your personality...

I have dreamt of you..
We were all happy having you around....

We have laughed and had spent so many happy times...

But those were only dreams for in real life it wont be happening again..

You were taken suddenly like a flash of light...
you were pulled and dragged under and never to return to life...

its so sad that we wont see you again
its so sad i wasn't able to have the chance..

to be close to you...coz you're in your new home up high.....

but i have dreamt of these
and every time i dream of you..

i always CRY..........

 # 5 This is ME         

 Every smile upon my face
equates the sadness in this world of

maze....

One can rarely see my tears
to let it be shown is one of my greatest

fears...

A facade of happiness is what i simply

project...

But when the rain falls..like a lost child

im slowly being drowned by my cries

inside......

I shouted and nobody could hear....

I have stumbled and fell but nobody

could see....

For in the inner world only where i

could reveal....

my soul....and the real me....

Like an abyss....living in a profound

life..

i have wished to be lost
to be lost in an indefinite space and

time...

I sometimes wonder where shall i go?

When no one seems to bother,no one

seems to care at all....

And yet i realize that this is how things

should be....

and ive got nothing to do..but to accept

evreything about myself..

cause this is who i am and
.....this is  the real ME.....

 # 6  I Wonder

I  wonder who's in your mind today...

I sometimes wonder ....
was love able to find its way ....
I sometimes wonder what if you would know
something...

about this feeling i always hide....

for worst things can happen when  love and hate  

collide .....

I always wonder why should i fall ?

for someone so new at all...

You're always there...

but you seem so far...

when i look in your eyes

I feel that I'm getting close to your heart...

How I wish to have the courage...

to let you know and feel ...

that what I've been feeling

seems to be real...

so i wont have to keep...

on dreaming about you;;;;

and no more reason to keep on wondering..

...why it has to be you...